Rant.

I've found that every hot sexual lesbian fantasy always plays out and seems a whole lot more attractive inside my head. Writing it down or attempting to do so anyway, never pegs out the way it should Its always a whole lot more appealing when I can imagine multiple different ways of a scene to play out.

My hormones are raging.

In two weeks I find out what my next step in recovery will be. The #1 option right now is Lupron Depot. The first two months of that six month shot series will spike my hormone (estrogen) level up twice what it currently is so I am going to be such a sexual craving mofo. I'm quite scared, this could get ugly. Look out ladies.